It’s not unusual to divide life into sacred and secular, bits God cares about and the bits he doesn’t. But that is an unbiblical view, and a rather disheartening one, given most of our time as mums is given over to things which we would still do even if we weren’t Christian. As if someone else created ordinary human life in this world and then God came in to rescue us from it. Not so!

We live in a time where home is seen as either a day spa you retreat to, or the site of heavy-duty, mind-numbing labour we’re desperate to escape. For the mothers of young children, we long for the former but live with the latter. Both ways of thinking about home are pretty boring and neither help us mature in worship while we raise worshipers. Let’s talk about boredom, because it is surprisingly connected with worship.

All of us are in local churches that are less than ideal. We’re meant to be growing in discernment, but discernment can easily degenerate into discontent, which causes us to drift into disobedience.

Much of the trouble with motherhood comes down to time. Either we don’t have enough, we’re trying to live three lifetimes at once; or we are adrift… bored…with too many vacant hours.

Perhaps Christmas would be more enjoyable if we didn’t feel we had to do so much? What a relief when we pause to consider that the only duties God calls us to at Christmas are those which hold true all year round.

A while ago, I mentioned the example of a church where it’s normal for the kids to be present in corporate worship. We were part of that church when our first baby arrived and I was terrified that my child would grow to be the exception. The process of how one could possibly get kids to sit in church was a mystery to me. Here are some thoughts from learning how.

One reason we might keep children separate from what the adults do at church, is that we have a rather down to earth, non-worship view of Sundays. It’s easy to forget the grandeur of what’s going on because most of what we see is pretty ordinary. Plenty of grown-ups think it’s boring, we expect kids to be bored by it, so we plan something more exciting for them elsewhere (and then when they grow out of these alternatives, we often struggle to persuade our older children that Sundays are worth the effort).

For me, worship is a word which has become either unwieldy or unused, so this is an attempt to dust it off. For twenty years I have benefited profoundly from sound, expository, gospel-centred Bible teaching and for twenty years I have been very hesitant to use the word ‘worship’. When I talk to my kids, I have habitually described what we do in Sunday gatherings: we meet, we sing, we listen to the Bible, hear it explained, we pray; we serve and encourage others. But I have not called it ‘worship’. It’s a bit like describing all the instruments in the operating theatre, but not using the word, ‘surgery’.

Many churches build elaborate Bible-based kids programs which run during the Sunday service. This is because they value the Bible and children very much. But it’s possible to have the same priorities, yet choose not to go about teaching children in that way. Being in a church which approached children’s ministry differently undermined all my presuppositions about kids in church.

Part of our role as Christian mums is to help our children into the everyday love for Jesus’ people. It is much easier for our children to learn to love the church when the church loves them. When a church talks about, talks to, and treats children as a blessing, it isn’t such a stretch of the imagination to think that kids would learn to love it back. Our cultural baggage is against us in this. We often need the plain reminder to think highly of children.

The question of “how do we be a family in a local church?” is bigger than finding a church with a kids program. We’re to help our children learn to love all God’s people, not just their peers. Meaningful relationships in church—relationships where we’re obeying Jesus’ command to love one another—are different from a playdate.

When a young family is looking for a new church, a typical requirement is that it has “something for the kids”. If they don’t see a children’s program advertised on the church’s website, they might not bother visiting at all. It’s easy to assume that a church with no kids program thinks church is only for adults, that children only become a person once they are grown. There can be very bad reasons for a church not to have a kids’ program.

Just as some churches might reject children’s ministry for bad reasons, a kids ministry can be done for faulty reasons. Or for good reasons, but in unhelpful ways.

A collection of Seventeenth Century doctrinal documents written by an assembly of Divines, in an age of danger, opens with words to parents. Fathers and mothers…I had assumed this old tome of divinity was written in an ivory tower and intended to be read that way. That it was only really for theologians and pastors and the strange few who read theological works for fun. To find that it opens speaking directly to the ordinary man and woman surprised me. This was a series of documents to deal with urgent, large scale risks to the church in tumultuous times. Then, right at the outset, these pastors addressed parents.

Most of us do not feel qualified to help our children come to know Jesus. We’re used to deflecting to experts in other things, so we seek out the experts in this too. Sometimes we respect God’s word so much that we don’t want to mess it up. But we won’t protect the specialness of the gospel by staying silent until the kids are old enough to really appreciate it. In doing that, our silence would actually be teaching our kids that the gospel is not worth talking about.

Motherhood is a time when we are burning stored spiritual fat. It forces us to spend those cells of past nourishment in moment by moment trust and obedience. Those of us who have banked up a wonderful store of Bible teaching in the past have probably enjoyed more energy in, than energy out. But when Jesus spoke about abiding in him, that included not only hearing his words, but having his words live in us as we obey them. The moment by moment strain of raising children, instead of being something which gets in the way of abiding in Jesus, is the place where we can rigorously practice doing what his word tells us.

Our knee-high children are not a spiritual tripping hazard. Children aren’t an interruption, they are the little ones we’re not to despise (Matthew 18:10). They are among the “others” who Jesus tells us to love. We show our love for Jesus in the way we talk and think about and interact with these little ones. It isn’t only love for the adults which matters on the Jesus’ vine.

With very young children, we can find ourselves a long way from Jesus and his people. While there’s a type of Christian zeal which leads some mums to opt out of motherhood, there can be a zeal for motherhood, or sometimes just a passivity in motherhood, which causes mums to drift from Jesus. This distance doesn’t usually come in one big crisis of apostasy. It happens when good things get disordered; when we forget who this role is from and who it’s for. When we forget where the life and joy really are.

Our overarching purpose in motherhood is to help our husbands raise our kids in the ways of gospel godliness, to teach our children to live under the Lordship of Jesus. In our zeal to do this, we can get carried away making things very complicated. We collect special props and programs. We have Pinterest boards for Bible craft. We move churches because we like the sound of the kids’ program somewhere else. We fret over the spiritual state in our marriage and home. Perhaps we’re keen to rearrange and re-order everything as the Bible animates us in new godliness (and praise God if that is the case!), but one mistake is to think we need to get everything right for God to be able to work in us and our kids. In our eagerness, we can forget the foundation of it all.

The Bible tells us about the good we owe, but it’s not the sort of answer which you find looking up, “motherhood” in a concordance. The more Bible we ingest (read in the spirit of delighted submission, rather than mere academic inquiry), the better we get at dealing well with things outside the Bible. A constant soaking in Scripture helps us respond biblically to things which the Bible doesn’t specify. You won’t find God’s rule for screen time in the Bible, but you will find a whole lot of wisdom and principles which help us trace out what’s good—good which we have a duty to pursue. A wholehearted reading of Scripture helps us interpret the present.

Most of the good things a mother does will not be seen. When an orchid blooms in the wilderness, behind a rock where no human walks, is it less beautiful? God has made the universe in a way where people only notice a very small part of the glory. There are magnificent ecosystems which most of us know nothing about. God litters the earth with beauty, much of which no one but himself ever sees. A human audience doesn’t make a thing more real, more beautiful or more important. There is an extravagant beauty in the hiddenness and a heavenly Father who enjoys it very much.